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entah sampai kapan hati ini akan mengingat malam itu
kau berada tepat dipandanganku
berdiri tegak menatap wanita disebelahku
sakit
ya memang sakit
tapi apa daya
ini memang tugasku
tugas untuk mengagumimu
menatapmu dari jauh
mencintaimu hingga masa itu berakhir
hingga hati ini mati
meski tak tau harus berapa lama
tapi ya sudahlah
nikmati saja
12.09.10
Kamis, 30 September 2010
Selasa, 14 September 2010
Joe ♥ Demi - Wouldn't Change a Thing
It's like he doesn't hear a word I say
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
It's like
(She's way too serious)
All he wants is to chill out
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care
(Like she doesn't even care)
You,
me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why, do you try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)
You,
Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
When I'm yes, she's no
When I hold on, he just lets go
We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
We're like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
It's like
(She's way too serious)
All he wants is to chill out
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care
(Like she doesn't even care)
You,
me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why, do you try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)
You,
Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
When I'm yes, she's no
When I hold on, he just lets go
We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
We're like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing
holy.day
gw suka banget sama judul ini, karena yaa keren aja, dan itu muncul di otak gw tiba' aja kemaren ckck.. holy = kudus , day = hari , holyday = holiday . jadi yaa maksud gue liburan kali ini holy banget wkwk karena seperti posting gw sebelumnya (religious holiday) yang bilang kalo di liburan ini gw 2x retreat hahaha.
ceritanyaa..
retreat pertama itu retreat sekolah, gw ke puncak.. retreat ini tuh seruuu bangetttt, karena banyak session yang belom pernah gue alamin.. dan semua session itu buat gue lagilagi belajar banyak hal dan mengerti semua yang belom gua mengerti wkwk.. tapi yaa pulangnya nyesek gue, hape gue ilang 'blog sebelumnya (HIS PURPOSE)' tapi gapapa, gue udah merelakan itu semua..
nahh retreat kedua ini lah yang pengen gue share..
kali ini retreat gereja, 3 hari 2 malem, dan ke puncak lagi.. hahaha. retreat ini tuh retreat yang paling gue tunggu sejak dari berbulan-bulan yang lalu.. dan yaa hasilnya memang ada yang menyenangkan dan ada yang sedikit 'boong banget' menyedihkan hahaha..
hari pertama..
perjalanan yang cukup panjang dan mengalami kemogokan pada mesin bis hahaha.. tapi gpp, tetep aja gue nikmatin haha.. lalu setelah sampe yaa beres' dll.. dan yang paling gue tunggu adalah saatnya pembagian kelompok.. gue udah pasrah tuh, serahin aja sama Tuhan, biar Tuhan yang ngatur hahaha dan lagilagi akhiirrrnyaaaa gue sekelompok lagi sama dia hahaha seneng banget gue haha mukjizat, miracle banget seperti yang gue minta pas di posting sebelumnya (september wishes) hahaha bener' ajiibbb dahh.. tapiii setelah itu pas makan siang, temen gue curhat sama gue yang intinya menurut gua kalo si dia suka sama temen gua ini, aahhh gausah gw sebut rasanya, lu orang udah pada tau kali ye ckckck sekelompok sama dia jadi gak ada artinya lagi ckck.. malah makin sakit hahaha tapi sesuai lagunya si bondan, ya sudahlah.. berkali' gue ngetweet 'ya sudahlah' kemaren hahaha..
hari kedua..
biasa, cuman yang spesial yaa session' nya yang membuat gw lebih semangat..
hari ketiga..
games yang lumayan asik dan lumayan bikin capek hahaha.. games nya juga berlalu gitu aja meskipun sekelompok sama dia.. laluu, pas pulang gue udah nyesek tuh, bener' cuman bisa curhat sama Tuhan.. udah beda bis, di bis gue sepi, isinya ortu semua, jadii yaa pas banget lah suasananya, bener' berasa perpisahannya.. jadi ya gue doa aja sama Tuhan, biar lebih tenang.. dan alhasill.. loe tau gak seehhhh? jalanan tuh masih one way jam 4, buka lagi jam 7 gitu.. jadi kita balik lagi ke villa hahaha bayangin deh, Tuhan itu bener' luar biasa kan ckckck.. terus gue maen ayunan, lamaa bangeettt, sampe berkali' tukeran ayunan sama yang laen, berkali' maen ayunan bareng si dia, sampe akhirnya yang laen pada gak tau kemana, tinggal gue dia dan 1 cc gereja gw.. hahaha meski sebentar tapi yaa lumayan lah haha.. jadi pas pulang yaa gue senyum aja, hal itu udah buat gue lumayan seneng, karena ternyata Tuhan bener' merhatiin gue.. hahaha mulai sekarang gue gak berharap banyak lagi.. biar aja Tuhan yang atur, mana yang boleh buat gue :)
ceritanyaa..
retreat pertama itu retreat sekolah, gw ke puncak.. retreat ini tuh seruuu bangetttt, karena banyak session yang belom pernah gue alamin.. dan semua session itu buat gue lagilagi belajar banyak hal dan mengerti semua yang belom gua mengerti wkwk.. tapi yaa pulangnya nyesek gue, hape gue ilang 'blog sebelumnya (HIS PURPOSE)' tapi gapapa, gue udah merelakan itu semua..
nahh retreat kedua ini lah yang pengen gue share..
kali ini retreat gereja, 3 hari 2 malem, dan ke puncak lagi.. hahaha. retreat ini tuh retreat yang paling gue tunggu sejak dari berbulan-bulan yang lalu.. dan yaa hasilnya memang ada yang menyenangkan dan ada yang sedikit 'boong banget' menyedihkan hahaha..
hari pertama..
perjalanan yang cukup panjang dan mengalami kemogokan pada mesin bis hahaha.. tapi gpp, tetep aja gue nikmatin haha.. lalu setelah sampe yaa beres' dll.. dan yang paling gue tunggu adalah saatnya pembagian kelompok.. gue udah pasrah tuh, serahin aja sama Tuhan, biar Tuhan yang ngatur hahaha dan lagilagi akhiirrrnyaaaa gue sekelompok lagi sama dia hahaha seneng banget gue haha mukjizat, miracle banget seperti yang gue minta pas di posting sebelumnya (september wishes) hahaha bener' ajiibbb dahh.. tapiii setelah itu pas makan siang, temen gue curhat sama gue yang intinya menurut gua kalo si dia suka sama temen gua ini, aahhh gausah gw sebut rasanya, lu orang udah pada tau kali ye ckckck sekelompok sama dia jadi gak ada artinya lagi ckck.. malah makin sakit hahaha tapi sesuai lagunya si bondan, ya sudahlah.. berkali' gue ngetweet 'ya sudahlah' kemaren hahaha..
hari kedua..
biasa, cuman yang spesial yaa session' nya yang membuat gw lebih semangat..
hari ketiga..
games yang lumayan asik dan lumayan bikin capek hahaha.. games nya juga berlalu gitu aja meskipun sekelompok sama dia.. laluu, pas pulang gue udah nyesek tuh, bener' cuman bisa curhat sama Tuhan.. udah beda bis, di bis gue sepi, isinya ortu semua, jadii yaa pas banget lah suasananya, bener' berasa perpisahannya.. jadi ya gue doa aja sama Tuhan, biar lebih tenang.. dan alhasill.. loe tau gak seehhhh? jalanan tuh masih one way jam 4, buka lagi jam 7 gitu.. jadi kita balik lagi ke villa hahaha bayangin deh, Tuhan itu bener' luar biasa kan ckckck.. terus gue maen ayunan, lamaa bangeettt, sampe berkali' tukeran ayunan sama yang laen, berkali' maen ayunan bareng si dia, sampe akhirnya yang laen pada gak tau kemana, tinggal gue dia dan 1 cc gereja gw.. hahaha meski sebentar tapi yaa lumayan lah haha.. jadi pas pulang yaa gue senyum aja, hal itu udah buat gue lumayan seneng, karena ternyata Tuhan bener' merhatiin gue.. hahaha mulai sekarang gue gak berharap banyak lagi.. biar aja Tuhan yang atur, mana yang boleh buat gue :)
Selasa, 07 September 2010
Demi Lovato - Different Summers
We're like a melody with no words
Until we figure it out
We sing
La, la, la, la, la, la
I know it's simple, yeah
But it's worked right up until now
'Cause up till now, yeah
Every day's been like a dream world, oh
But now you're not just in my head, oh no
When we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again and again and again, oh
You know that I can't help but wonder
What's gonna happen next
I'm a little curious, oh yeah
Every star that I stood under
When you were under it too
Did you ever think about us?
I hope you did, 'cause I can tell you
That's something I'll never forget
I won't forget
If we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again
Only friends
Just beginning
But I hope that we find it again
So we can go from here, oh
When we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again
When we remember different summers
Until we figure it out
We sing
La, la, la, la, la, la
I know it's simple, yeah
But it's worked right up until now
'Cause up till now, yeah
Every day's been like a dream world, oh
But now you're not just in my head, oh no
When we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again and again and again, oh
You know that I can't help but wonder
What's gonna happen next
I'm a little curious, oh yeah
Every star that I stood under
When you were under it too
Did you ever think about us?
I hope you did, 'cause I can tell you
That's something I'll never forget
I won't forget
If we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again
Only friends
Just beginning
But I hope that we find it again
So we can go from here, oh
When we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again
When we remember different summers
Minggu, 05 September 2010
HIS PURPOSE
"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to HIS PURPOSE."
Romans 8 : 28
kemaren hp gue ilang
di busway
di copet orang
sedih ya?
hmm
kalo sedih sih pasti sedih gue
hahaha
:')
ceritanya....
Pulang dari wingko camp (retreat sekolah), gue naek busway sama temen" n kakak kelas gue rame". Terus pas di busway kan yang arah Kalideres rameeee banget, jadi kakak kelas gue ngajak buat pindah yang ke arah pasarbaru aja biar gampang, nah terus kita turun di Juanda, pindah arah lagi ke harmony yang langsung ke kalideres gak pake transit lagi.. Nahh pas di Juanda itu lah hp gue kecopetan, hmm yaa gue gak nyadar pas itu, gue taunya pas di dalem busway. Jadi ya gue bilang lah ya ke yang laen kalo hp gue ilang, tapi kita masih sedikit nyari pas di busway, karena gue masih berharap kalo sebenernya hp gue cuman keselip di mana gitu.. Tapi ya mau di apain lagi, emang toh udah raib hp gue hahaha.. Abis itu kakak kelas gue kasih tau, sebelumnya juga kantong dia udah dipegang-pegang, tapi dia nyadar dan langsung singkirin tangan tuh copet hahaha, jadi ya namanya nasib, hp gue yang di sikat pas gue ngobrol sama temen gue, maklum lah gak pengalaman gua dalam merasakan kantong dirogoh wkwkwk..
Dari pengalaman ini yaa gue coba untuk ngambil sisi positifnya aj, dan gue juga mikir dengan kejadian ini berarti Tuhan masih merhatiin gw, hahaha dan sorry ye untuk si iblis, cobaan ini gak akan buat gw goyah sedikitpun hahah.. Terus gue juga yakin, pasti kejadian ini bukan cuman suatu kebetulan atau apa, tapi dibaliknya pasti ada HIS PURPOSE yang gue belom tau..
Let's wait and see! :D
Kamis, 02 September 2010
religious holiday
HAHAHA
this holiday will be a religious holiday
why?
karena gue retreat 2x
hahaha
pasti jauh lebih seru daripada liburan yang laen
;)
this holiday will be a religious holiday
why?
karena gue retreat 2x
hahaha
pasti jauh lebih seru daripada liburan yang laen
;)
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